I miss him but I won’t tell

It’s been days since we talked and I miss him so much it hurts.

I miss you and I know that I cannot just say it to you like I would if I do not have feelings for you. Yes, my feelings for you may have lie-lowed a little than before but it does not mean that it is completely gone. It still here lurking around. I am not just paying a special attention to it.

I already have a resolution but allow me in this moment, allow me to say that I miss you so much. I miss talking to you and no matter how much I tried to transfer the missing feeling I have towards others. I STILL TERRIBLY MISS YOU.

I cannot say I miss you and not back it up with a hug. I am controlling myself not to let you know because then what? You will still be busy and I will still hold back.

This is why I miss you but I won’t tell.

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